This blog is not about me. It is a blog about the fake me. The version of me that most people see. I have ADHD with just a springle of autism. My rejection sensitivity disphoria is strong. The fear of being rejected is almost physical. And causing me to hide the real me. As many others with ADHD I mask and adapt. And hide. Usually behind sarcasm and a dry sense of humor. There may or may not be a blog here at some point. The current me wants to write something about living with ADHD but based in science a research. The future me may have other plans.